me.not.
i lie here and thought.
'which part of the me is the right; me''.
i had my phone in the bathroom with me just now..
like i usually would do..
bath time is a time i really reflect and have thoughts of the days all coming back at me all over again..
and when i heard the sms tone.
i wouldn't imagine myself and the thoughts that ran through me that instance.
then i just left it there lying..
until i picked it up and saw it.
out of my surprise it was.
i tried to pretend i didn't see it.
then another msg came.
and i thought;
"when will one come and make me smile.."
; i rather not have to wait. or pretend. or live on what i have.
and even ask if it is right or wrong. or even the least search my heart deep, or read over n over again at what i text.. i just want to be me. the right me.
am i always never right?
am i always thinking i did right even?
or even think n just fret i make a wrong move.
a wrong impression. a wrong judgement.
a regret or guilt.
hmph..
shake of the trying-me already.
if only i have a me-rule-book.
or maybe just a mirror that allows me to be sure of myself.
if only.
posted by Cinds @ 2:38 AM
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