Sunday, May 17, 2009

reads. that keeps me thinking.


At some point, you have to make a decision. 
Boundaries don't keep other people out. 
They fence you in
Life is messy. 
That's how we're made. 
So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. 
Or you can live your life crossing them. 
But there are some lines... 
that are way too dangerous to cross. 

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true. 

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. 

From Grey's Anatomy. (Dr, Meredith Grey)

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hmph.

my faith. my fairy tale.

my that boundary.
that line.

i guess in life you have gotta have that lil dream.
else i guess i will dry up like the tea-leaves.

dreams and visions of hope and faith.
fairy-tale pictures of what life may bring.
constant envy and belief that there will be the perfect life. 
partner. joy.
otherwise,
how could you even smile even when life gets hard?

and again.
reminders that when the Tough Gets Going..
The Toughie SHOULD JUST KEEP ENJOYING! 
HAHA. (to burry the shite!)

and again.
how hard can life get?
its far easier already ya!

be grateful.
always.
i try.
:)

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