but i couldnt do it.
i tried to sleep.
but i couldnt as well.
i hope its the time of the month.
else why so?
ms kek says she is proud of me.
i smiled with a deep breath.
:)
i really hope i am.
i'm still coping ya.
just i know that i have to keep clear of what is the better of.
i gotta be firmer.
gotta be practical.
gotta be braver.
gotta be tougher even meaner..
thats for the choice i have made.
and that my mind is clearer and i am trying more then i thought i would be to balance the new relationship i have.
*
i guess i am like on this transit train ride.
the moment i decided to hop on the other train..
choose my seat,
whoever that sits next to me,
the scenery i may be facing,
the air that i breathe,
is gonna be with me for awhile before i alight my stop,
change my train.
and whatever this journey may bring;
is what and how i hold on to face wads around me.
my mind thats constantly in doubt helps none.
my positive outlook of the future may just help me have a dreamer scenery,
better companion, fresher scent.
but if its harder then i could have imaging;
i will have to hangon,
because i have chose this.
i cant turn back because the track goes one way.
and in order to get on to my next train ride,
i gotta keep that mind going,
keep that hope living,
continue to look forward..
because i know i should be glad i was able to go thru the train ride from where i hop in.
or wher i last alighted at.
because i know ..
i know i wanted this.
i know.
i should know right..
hmph.
i am talking nonsense again! :P
*
i wrote someone this; after i finished watching a HK drama serial.
the show is called The most beautiful 7th Day.
".. God used 7days to build this World. He created the most beautiful Things for Mankind; Therefore be it what ever you may go thru in your life, for as long as you still know how to cherish life, it will still be as beautiful!..."
:)
「上帝創造天地萬物，用了七天的時間。祂將最美麗的事物，都放在世人的面前。所以人生在世，無論經歷過什麼，只要你懂得珍惜，一切都可以是最美好。」
google-ed the actual real phrase online! hope i wrote close enough!
i smiled to sleep that early morning.
*
posted by Cinds @ 6:02 PM
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