daddy.
a friend quoted my complains and anger off my entry.
yes i have so much upsets and complains lately..
i don't like to carry it with me, when i have fun.. work or play..
i shelf them.. well kept and hidden...
maybe blogging is 1 of the only way i expresses my upsets..
and to not many would have know that i do throw some tantrums towards my family members..
i feel really guilty about it... today.
of course i do not shout n scream..
but i'll get grouchy when asked about stuffs... and becomes less bubbly and just sleeep sleep and sleeeep in...
just now.
i feel so guilty about it.
about my grouchy self.
towards them.
my family.
my daddy.
it has been some time since since i sat next to him in the car and just update him about my life,my frens.. ask him about his, about the things on the road, on the radio..
today i finally did.
he asked me stuffs.. but i turned alil grouchy,
i thought he was being insensitive.
i thought.
i thought no1 understands, i thought he is angry with me and saying all that is to lecture me..
i thought.
i thought he has lost the faith and trust in me.
i thought.
but i was wrong.
when the ride was about to end,
it was me n him left in the car,
and he just said.. to me..
"i put aside the $, u just tell me..."
he said that with no anger, no grouch, no upsets.
no questions asked.
now i know, he was not blaming or questioning..
but just worried and for his daddy's knowledge...
daddy's no rich man.
i have learnt from him to earn my keep, earn my spend.
and trust me, i do enjoy doing it since..
but i know if daddy has only $10, he will give me $10 if i need it.
i promised to earn my spend since then.. and when i thought i will never have to ask for more .. i ended here again...
i promise this time i will not just earn my spend ..
but earn your spend soon, daddy..
thankyou.
posted by Cinds @ 11:08 PM
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