when i mean what i say:

09.

my mind is alil bloated.
very actually.

alil scared. (maybe its tmr.)

alil uncomfy.

alil wanna do more and stop my mind running.

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june dear, i really hoped i sent more then just a plain sms to u.
i'm really sorry.

hope to catchup soon.

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i'm tired.
but i shouldnt be.
because its a brandnew year.
i want more, so i should do more.

i have decided, for my self wants.

i have let my hair down, for my self wants.

i have said my piece, for my self wants.

i have neglected, for my self wants.

i have done more, done less, for my self wants.

for everyone, everything. more for my self. then anyone.

if u asked me whats my new year resolution.
it will be.

i want to be a better me.
for not just myself.
not just u.
not just whoever.
but for what is right.
Right.
what is right.

god, forgive me.

posted by Cinds @ 11:18 PM