when i mean what i say:

I'm exhausted and annoyed. Disappointed and less believe.

I really don't know if i will ever find my way.

If this is God's plan and lesson for me. I think it's making me lose my trust in humans.

I should pray. But I don't know what to ask for.
Because I feel that I'm too dumb or deaf to hear myself or the world.

I suddenly feel that I don't know myself. Don't know the world.

If there's meant to be. Where are you?