when i mean what i say:

Attended the 6th and final wedding of the year.
Yes, I witnessed 6 love commitments in 6 different ways. Some the most romantic, others simple, mostly with their own personality.

Unsure why but the feeling is exceptionally different tonight. I was definitely happy for today's couple and it was indeed one of the most complete wedding of all 6 I attended.

My mind and heart was trying to feel the love and warmth of this earth on my journey home (which usually it does) but it didn't. Instead I was confused. With the word love and everlasting happiness and what weddings meant.

A dear fren sat next to me with his gf this evening, when she asked for hot tea from the waiter, my fren took her tea cup and gobbled down the remaining cold tea. (yes it took me 3secs to realized he wanted her to have a fresh hot cup).
At that moment I thought that was love.

The groom's speech and the video clip of their vows; that was love.

The refreshed memories of some I knew and has plans for marriage; that was love.

Thoughts and felt of a hand holding moment and a peck on the forehead...

I guess; love only means love when it's true to oneself. Love stories can be told a lifetime and you can witness love a hundred times over. Get your heart melted and broken all over and over..

I am truly confused. But I believe that this moment, I do not know you yet love. And I finally realized that as much as you wan a perfect wedding, you actually wan perfect love. Because only true and perfect love will shine through oneself, above all that ceremonial formalities..