when i mean what i say:

This growing up phase lately has planted many tear glans in me.

I am easily made to cry.
Especially being alone.

I wakeup in shock and feeling sappy all over. I started to tear. But the next moment I am sleeping like a baby.

I receive words of harsh comments and insensitive remarks, I feel tears standing by my eye lids. But next moment and breath swallow them up and could smile.

I write now with much emotions, I think I can cry too. But I won't, instead I could write and comfort myself thinking that everything will be alright.. How bad can things get?!

I forgot to mentioned that, it's also planted much muscles to hold my tears up!


Growing up seems to be getting my emotions up and moving!