when i mean what i say:

I suddenly realized what I truly need.
It's not going to be easy.

In fact, it's tougher then it could have been.
Fear. But I'm walking on as it's beyond and way too late.

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Also, i need to visit the dentist.
One of my biggest fear... :(
Where's daddy? Each time I go to the dentist, my dad would bring or fetch me... But he is away.. Now I feel like a baby... Is there a daddy-rental service?!