Control
The other day, I wrote a pretty lengthy post for someone I'd like to spill out to. I admit I was probably in the midst of an anger or grump management phase.
Nonetheless, I felt alil better writing it out! (Felt like old times)
Then being in the may-not, may-never, should-not mode of posting/sending it out...
one touch of the button and. THE POST WAS GONE. It just wasn't captured.
Amazingly, gone with is was also my 50% anger and all I felt was this tired feeling all over.
I did question if it was meant to be. (there could never be a meant to be). But I had no more energy to wanna rant out and have some lost of memory on the words I first used.
Tiredness was what that triggered all.
Again, I'm reminded how I should be in control of my life. (even there are times when u can't control machines..)
Nonetheless, I felt alil better writing it out! (Felt like old times)
Then being in the may-not, may-never, should-not mode of posting/sending it out...
one touch of the button and. THE POST WAS GONE. It just wasn't captured.
Amazingly, gone with is was also my 50% anger and all I felt was this tired feeling all over.
I did question if it was meant to be. (there could never be a meant to be). But I had no more energy to wanna rant out and have some lost of memory on the words I first used.
Tiredness was what that triggered all.
Again, I'm reminded how I should be in control of my life. (even there are times when u can't control machines..)
posted by Cinds @ 10:18 PM
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