when i mean what i say:

to control the mind.
You can't imagine how this running mind results in the making of the long nights of dreams.

to stay in place.
You can't turn back. But you know you can't forgo it yet. You just know you should adjust it; staying.

to not let emotions rule.
Women we are. Thus we should know our emotions well enough to keep it discipline.

to find that smile.
Everyday.

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I am just trying to not complain and wail that I am exhausted. I'm tired just Trying to be well.