when i mean what i say:

midnotweek

was told I behaved exceptionally reluctant today.
indeed it's so.
the little bits of cracks and felts that's flowing towards me no longer bring me fear, but brings me upsets and questions.

the loneliness of working, living and deepfelts emotions is underneath.

and all I could do is to ignore and move ahead. I truly dislike the many sights and knowns of living, selfish you call it. but it makes me feel bitter and cold.

won a physically big prize at d&d but was truly missing the part of winning. thou I had nice cheers, jokes and smelly hugs, my soul was bitter and away.

luckily i recieved alil warm coated when i
got hm! dad said in his sleep " ..why didn't u ask me to pick u?.." "I won't dad, it's late"! :)
but it felt really good to hear the words of love~

I thank god fr all that I have.
and I bravely wanna ask god for all that I'd hope to have in his name.

I really have gitters thinking abt wrk. even more so, the imbalancememt of it. booooooooooo~
wads ideal?!

posted by Cinds @ 2:58 AM