when i mean what i say:

me

once apon a shivered heart, one told me that he finally could understand and knew the nitty grittys of me n us.

"... your sister shared a few story of you when you were little.
- Dad promised a car-ride to run some errands, he left and returned without you as you were having your nap. you wailed becus 'he promised" nth cld stop you from tears, no makeups, no apologies. till dad took you on a car-ride just around the estate. your tears stopped instant and your smile returned"

that was only one incident of "you promised"

I'll always remember that coversation because that was indeed me. i actually take ppls word fr things way deeper then they think. I can still remember a few incidents of promises brokened growing up. not that I bare grudges, I never asked fr them to be fulfilled and gets a cut in my memory of few. bcus "you promised" I know reminders cld b made but mayb becus u r not "mine" not my dad or family, I'd just let it be.

but yep, he was once mine and I tried to hint, but never did it got through and things shattered in time. but again that's one aspect of me.

I take promises to heart.
but it's just kept in me, i wail no more, I ask no more.

but I still feel and I'm still the me, 三岁定八十! :P

it's a random note but bcus I've again tried to pack up promises lately.

but being older, it has became and will be easier~

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posted by Cinds @ 8:40 AM