when i mean what i say:: 13 june.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

just took this 'lazy' picture (for my girly bd invitation)

lying on my bed with a specs i bought on friday.

it was a random buy. and yep i don't actually need specs.

pardon the chubbyness and lazy look.

but this is how reluctant n lazy i am.

but on the side note, all the packing today..

reminded me how much i used to like Geeky looks,

loved polka dots since i was young,

bringing back old memories of growing up etc..

for a moment..

i feel like shouting..

" I DON'T WANNA GROW UP"!!.

and ironically.. i'm turning older in 2 weeks

i finally feel that i am back from the dream i had last week.

my life has been so much on the move;

mentally & physically..

that i sometimes feel like i have lose control of it.

which i really dislike very much.

going for a very first biz trip.

being really very much in my job.

being older, more aware of things,

all the emotions and running mind,

trying to catchup with reality...

i sometimes wonder if it's me or is everyone else

having such unwillingness from time to time?

i always have scribbles of quotes on my note book/ post cards etc..

and earlier i found one i wrote probably 7 yrs ago..

"Happiness is not a matter of events,

it depends upon the tides of the Mind"

Mr Mind;

Please get my Happy thoughts Straight! :P

g'nite.