when i mean what i say:: concluding the week

Monday, May 31, 2010

i was glad...

i woke up to this furball this morning :)

(thou she woke me for 'food')

parents was away and i bunk at mum's..

ofcus the furry one joined me.

but after i left her out of the room to have her breakfast,

i feel like i've fallen into a reality-hollow-room.

i kept having such lately,

and the mind and heart seek for warmth..

but before it settles for much, i'm thankful for the care and warmth i can still share from..

sometimes i wonder how independent and strong a woman i am.

i always thought i am.

but why is it that often i feel frail and lone.

not that i don't feel comfortable being me, being as one..

but i just feel all womanly growing older.

is it the weight and the mind that grows with age that wearies?

or is it the after taste of life that i have to hold.

i really do not know.

maybe it is just this time of life'..

anyways,

i am still glad i had a filled day of outdoor activities with the gang

(there's a "what woman want' logo thingy on my bike!

i had the only odd turquoise coloured bike over their yellows due to height but well :P)

not forgetting...my.. gluteus miximus!

after that almost 30km(i think) of cycling..

my butt seriously felt dislocated! HAHA.

thou the boys say i can never dislocate my butt!

other parts of the long weekend was ..work.

boo...

and to top it up..

i seriously spent quite abit of $ this weekend.

shite.

in less the a week's time i'll be given an opp of a lifetime.

but..

why am i not happy about it?

because it comes with more then what i asked for.

that includes the job I'm in.