when i mean what i say:

"..nobody can be judgmental every moment" says my dear ms kek.

the amount of denials and emotional reliance control was tiring.
the pressure was making the air stiff.

i shld't have turned and relied, put my mind on any other.
because i have to learn to be more then me.

i will remember the smell of light air with my company of a half drank coffee walking out of the freezing theater today. for all the reason i know, i feel happy for myself.
frankly, i surprised myself.

i just needed to do smth with the reliance of none. becasue there is no one.
and it is ok.

all of a sudden;
life is getting brittly short and feary.
time clicks loudly by my ear.
but everyone is holding on and sharing warmth.

it is ok.
it will be ok.

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posted by Cinds @ 1:31 AM