Tuesday, May 04, 2010

i had such a good time today.

returning to work frm a long weekend was like a nightmare.
the long morning walk to the office was dread.
trust me, i took awhile to sleep the night before and woke-up even befr the alarm rang.

but, for god's grace i really had an o-k time.
thou busy and mentally exhausted! it was alright!
and... my day ended with much JOY! :D

we had our early Mother's Day meal.
;began with dad's pickup from MS with the whole family in the car.
(they all went to visit my grandaunt earlier.. i feel that i should make tym to drop by)

i love crowded car rides. we drove by Helix too! 
oh ya, i step in the car and smell Popeyes! 
they went in circles waiting fr me and endup buying food! HA.
then we went to a nearby eating place at grand's.
it was simple and lovely. really.

the night ended with the grandchildren walking the grandma & maid home, 
while the parents drove to pick us.
(short walk but car cant fit all!)
but dad always instruct us to walk grandma. spend time.
and we willingly do it.
:)
love the crappyness my sisters can annoy my grand with!

sue looks retarded. haha.

(iphone's not as good hor)
i ask my popo to show teeth but she says "NO"
and pouts like a vainpot.
trust me. she can be so grumpy! :P
but at age 87! she looks really hot in full white hair!

and, where did my polka dotty love came from?
:)
my grand has her shoes in numbers in the SAME design 
-polkadotty- shoes!
SO NICE :D
i think when i am 80,
i'll be wearing these! :)

*
got home and caught the last bit of the 9pm show.
love & marriage being mentioned.
"love is not measurable,
and it does not matter who loves who more,
because it can never be the same"
"marriage is like a relay,
we take turns to take the lead"
:)
had conversation with a bud on such.
and realised we have reached the age of checking on ourselves.
have we forgotten what's love?
how to love? who's to love?
i admit that i can be selfish enough to only let myself love in
when i know the other loves me enough.
but,
thinking back,
i think i loved with all knowingly;
the moment i felt the connection,
felt that i wanted to complete his dreams with me in them.
i shall remind myself each day that;
to be able to meet someone you'll like to love is not easy,
thus don't be afraid to love more then the other..
we all need that heart.
that heart that believes but yet fear none.
and hope to meet thee.
*

God's so good to me that i feel bad for calling onto him each tym i fear.
i wanna call onto him to say;
Thank you today.
for being by me,
through fear and joy!
:)
*
last note;
farewell bad weather and germs to warm and ill.

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