when i mean what i say:

First month.

It's the 1st month into the job. And today I finally managed to initiate my first promotion proposal to my boss. Thou a small one, I feel quite excited and good about it! Because it's a total new product launch, new tie up and there's nothing to catch up for! Totally from me with no records to follow! :D mine. Awaiting reply now thou!

After all the catching up of back logs, unfinished promotions and events that's ongoing, i have to say I finally am getting the jibes of this industry. I Finally understood the numbers I hear during meetings and the non stop queries and information coming my way!

Tired and pressured I am, but I want to keep going. How I'm going to do it? Look
Ahead without turning back, breathe and manage my emotions be it with all the unkind beings near, pray and trust god's plans for me. Ok, and I will surely rant and get pms :P but I know I can't look back and questioning will never get me anywhere!

Hmph, i have also stop myself from dreaming with hopes and living with expectations already.
Because god is fair, I asked for a change in career with ownership and I got it, I can't keep asking for things right? :) but I'll grow independent and I'll grow stronger. And in due time I'll ask for others :P life is not just about work.. But why did I ask for that 1st? Im really getting old :(

Heading hm now and all I see is super tired beings around me in the train..

L.I.f.e

posted by Cinds @ 9:05 PM