Sunday, March 14, 2010

cross road path taken.

the new path ahead is uncertain.

but each day i remind myself,
i should be pleased n thankful for the opportunity i am given.

breathe.

*

the other day;

E suddenly spoke to me with the sappiest look and said;
" what if everyone starts to leave..."

walking out of office,
the event helpers called my name out..
"xiao mei...."
they call me that to tease me, most of them are around my age.

sitting by my desk,
The helpers loitered @ my area..
pushed each other n finally someone asked;
"are u really leaving...?"

trust me,
as much as i am glad i have a new opp ahead.
i hate to admit,
i am gonna miss the bitching and warmth of ppl i met,
grew up and spent almost 5 years here with them.

Why is it that; the grass is always greener on the other side.

i hate to say that i am slightly forcing myself to say,
how happy i am to leave.
but politically well, i know it is for the better!

it is.

say goodbye to horrid tear fighting moments,
angry dad conversations,
hard to swollow unwillingness.
the expectations was higher, the disappointments were bigger.

next up;
lesser expectations.
better satisfaction,
i hope.

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