when i mean what i say:

The underlying ache surfaced.

Understanding.

I should have known, selfish thoughts of your ideals.

It's been tad long, I kept the real word of giving up. And when I did, you made me realize why I had to keep it in pain for as long, because saying it out hurts more.

I need none of your harsh ways to make me grow up already, it's making me respect you less.

I feel that I'm baring my own mistake.
A mistake of the unsightly. Yet, I feel no warmth in correcting it.

Alone in this space, and all I can feel is my tears.

I am not speaking a word of it to u ever.
I will correct my life for my own sake.

posted by Cinds @ 2:28 AM