when i mean what i say:: breathing.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

that was the last time we had a proper family dinner-celebration.

mum's bday in oct09, next up will be dad's in march...

looking at it..

i really really wanna bring them out for a meal.

i longed for that. very much. its really the kind; me-bringing-them-out for a nice meal.

i felt the love amongst all these bitterness.

my sis even got a cab to pick me home just now just that i can have dinner with them..

i asked for magnum icecream and dad got it @ the petrol station w mum n sis after..

what else can i ask for?..

i really wonder, am i just running away from what life brings?

"..can i lay next and rest that weight..

just your shoulders or the warmth of the hand,

hear your voice and deep beats of the heart,

let me breathe and feel the lil more drive to feel the good to go on and well.."

breathe..

i shall be well.