TWENTY-10
(as i pen this, i still am floating in the holiday mood)2009 flew pass me in a snap;
i tried to look back and wondered what have i done thru this 365 days of my life.
unfortunately i did not smile and said "i had a great year"
but i did took a deep breathe and felt that i have grown stepping into a new decade.
2009,
i remember struggling in my emotions as i step into 2009 that evening..
i struggled thru being the lil girl and growing up in daddy's eyes..
i had my fair share of fears academically,
i hit several road blocks in sight of my future,
i lived with an empty but stained picture of mine.
i fought thru my emotions and found cushions,
i held tears to myself and dried them after the rain (i am forever daddy's girl),
i was given a 2nd chance and i graduated in smiles,
i had hopes, i failed, i tried and i found, uncertainty still but i am blessed with where i am,
my picture is still empty but i breathe the air of hope :)
it has been an eventful year for me.
but it means i grew from it!
to sum up,
i am still blessed to have my Family, Friends and God with me.
i suddenly recall the many surprises i had this year.. ;
my birthday@hm (friends&family)
my birthday blind-walk (frens)
my graduation night (sventies)
:D
i am so loved!
i recall the joy of giving, making surprises for the other,
that joy that lives. but i feel so loved to be on the receiving end this time.
you lose some, u gain some.
although my heart stood still in ache days before the year 2009 ended again,
but it was for the shortest moment, and i promise myself, it will be the last.
God, did you planned it? it hurt but if its how i look ahead, i am keeping faith.
i look forward for a Kicking Gd 2010!!!!!!
- ohmylicense.
- healthier pls.
- be a better child of his.
- family-ownership of an adult already.
- financially well kept
- ownership of my job.
- be more organised. life/home/work
- strike a good balance of all areas of myself
- pick up smth new! (i learnt swimming in 09)
- oh, i am creating a new photo-blog
as of my mind can think of.
bring it on 2010!
frankly..
i am dreaming of more holidays.....
:)
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posted by Cinds @ 1:29 AM
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