when i mean what i say:: reluctance'

Sunday, September 27, 2009

i wonder why do i have the reluctance to do stuff nowadays.

sometimes i can naturally do them,

other times i consider too much n ended up just going with the flow.

i am afraid i have lost some of the doing-me-mood.

especially with no consideration or sort and just get down to it type.

my bloody mind runs 10x more then before thou.

but why?

i think i am really weird.

i just dream to be being carried away in my thoughts..

just to look into things without thinking deep..

and to have the breeze in me..

how can i?

i think i'll soon not be loved. liked. and be detested.

wth.