when i mean what i say:

Sunday, June 21, 2009

i am tired.

of making decisions.

of having responsibilities.

of having to remind myself.

of being strong.

of having to please the world.

of having to make sure i do enough for each area.

i am really tired already.

can i just be lazy, be unhappy, be irresponsible,

be unworthy, be unloved, unliked, be hated.

god forgive me.

i am really tired.

no matter how much i sleep..