the right kind of warm.ness.
loves the blue-ness of the sky..
the white-ness of the clouds :)
like cotton candy, like a painting...
i miss sentosa-going..
i was boarding the bus from home, and i saw a really old couple.
their hair almost white, hunch back and wrinkled were their hands.
why was i observing them so much,
when the sun was scorching hot?
the old man was hovering the old lady with one hand as he himself tried to step up the bus stairway slowly..
he used his two hands to make sure she boarded fine with both hands between the pole that divides the entrance.
he guided her to the seat as he slowly settled down himself..
the way he had his eyes on her, apart from himself..
that kind of "security".. "shelter".. "care"..
it just made me looked and looked at them..
it was warmer then the sun could get ..
it was so warm it made me felt good.
is this what u call love?
i vividly remembers seeing this elderly man once using his hand to cover the sun rays that was shining into the old lady sitting next to him in the train once...
and i thought.. that was love too? ~
:)
*
and our lunch conversation;
we spoke again of children.
yes she has reached a age she really wants to have her own.
she mentioned to me about the book she is reading.. the one i saw while shopping at a christian book store with her..
in the book wrote..
".. do not blame yourself for not being able to have children, do not blame your spouse for not being able to have children, do not blame your family for not being able to have children, do not blame god for not being able to have children..."
"... because, there maybe a reason why god gave you this path, maybe the love you have is for another child out there?.. maybe you are not meant to have your own for reasons you may not understand now... "
there are so many reasons.
my sister says, she believes that god has his plans for her.
i look @ her in awe.
don't blame no one.
and she has never blamed god :)
hmph.
pray for her will you?
posted by Cinds @ 3:54 PM
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