Sunday, April 26, 2009

joy from my outside world.


i can't imagine the amount of joy i can be having in the midst of being so grumpy over the never ending issues i had to carry.

it is really heart warming to have the kind of relationship i have made with them. i guess i am more then blessed and grateful to have such friendships made.

the lil care, the lil words, the many jokes, the many criticism, 
the many real smiles and plentiful warm presence.

i am more then thankful.
and i how i wish i could say thank you! to..
you.
you. 
you.
:)

'you know, i just can never be tad upset when i see you all even if i am struggling shites'

it grows! the love and enjoyment and warmth i have just grows!

if only i can do more to tell you all how much i love and wanna say thank you to all... :)

i shall :)

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sometimes do you wonder, why do you have lil angels around you?

be it siblings, friends, a passerby.

always thought i have great sisters.
my angels of course.
as much as i do nag about them..
i still love them very much.
:)

girls friends.
more then i could ask for :)

boy friends.
you can have for fun. for laughter. for security. 
for all the reasons in the world.
i ask for none.
but i am blessed for some who gave me more then that.
:) 

thankful.
thank you.

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the few grumpy souls i always had.
sometimes i really wanna slap u.
but other times i smile at your actions of care for me.
i want to remind myself this moment that you may be grumpier then grumpy towards me as time passes by.. but i shall always remember your heart and care for me as your si-di-fu.
because, i never stop reminding myself of the color-wolf i knew and walked thru with.
:) i miss my boys. 
i hope somethings still never changes.

*

tired.
thirsty.
mind bloated.
grumpy.
but.happy.

*

missing.
swim. swam. swum. :)

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