joy from my outside world.
i can't imagine the amount of joy i can be having in the midst of being so grumpy over the never ending issues i had to carry.
it is really heart warming to have the kind of relationship i have made with them. i guess i am more then blessed and grateful to have such friendships made.
the lil care, the lil words, the many jokes, the many criticism,
the many real smiles and plentiful warm presence.
i am more then thankful.
and i how i wish i could say thank you! to..
you.
you.
&
you.
:)
'you know, i just can never be tad upset when i see you all even if i am struggling shites'
it grows! the love and enjoyment and warmth i have just grows!
if only i can do more to tell you all how much i love and wanna say thank you to all... :)
i shall :)
*
sometimes do you wonder, why do you have lil angels around you?
be it siblings, friends, a passerby.
always thought i have great sisters.
my angels of course.
as much as i do nag about them..
i still love them very much.
:)
girls friends.
more then i could ask for :)
boy friends.
you can have for fun. for laughter. for security.
for all the reasons in the world.
i ask for none.
but i am blessed for some who gave me more then that.
:)
thankful.
thank you.
*
the few grumpy souls i always had.
sometimes i really wanna slap u.
but other times i smile at your actions of care for me.
i want to remind myself this moment that you may be grumpier then grumpy towards me as time passes by.. but i shall always remember your heart and care for me as your si-di-fu.
because, i never stop reminding myself of the color-wolf i knew and walked thru with.
:) i miss my boys.
i hope somethings still never changes.
*
tired.
thirsty.
mind bloated.
grumpy.
but.happy.
*
missing.
swim. swam. swum. :)

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