Saturday, June 23, 2007

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i got this weird thing in me.
i like to force ppl to admit their love for me.

hmm...
actually, who doesn't?

its a routine many say.
to me.. i tnk i did it almost 22 tyms. almost.
celebrations @ home is so common.
like this week..
if im gonna add the 3 cakes for the 3 occasion cuming up..
i'l have eaten 8 cakes/ 8 occasions.
i cant belive it myself.
but frankly.
i enjoy every bit of such occasions.

bcus..
its a gd excuse to force ppl to show their love for the occasion!

i woke up @ 6+
we went to the wet market @ westcoast.
one we frequent in the past..
i like shopping in the market in the early morn.
its cleaner. hhaa. n u can smell the freshest things.. hear the happiest noise..
n feel the bestest joy.

i felt my daddy's love this morn.
thou my he does this frequently for mum..
i dunno y im touched.
i see him in sweat, bags in hand.. n that crumpled shopping list.

it melt me ok!

i know my daddy loves me.
(no wonder xy say.. standard very high!)

off he goes to work now.
n he is rushing bk asap..
n on the way.. im actaully asking him to pick up my hp charger i left "@ wrk,
charcoal, lampchop, etc etc etc etc..
n he just tell me. " okok i rush"
hmph. i cant say more. or il cry hard!

these few days have been ...
happyyy.
disappointing..
its just the both ends of all feelings.
but i chose to only pick on the happier ones.

its weird.
i just love to use this excuse once in a yr to make ppl do it for me.
n often.. i take it tooo much to my hart..
that i treat it as a test of how much i am to u!
i know its silly.
but its me.

bcus.. i wld do it for U.

n evry yr..
ppl fail me.
ppl prove love.

y m i so greedy?
y do i never have enuff of it?
haha
i wonder when will i stop this nonsense.

but i tnk..
for all the disappointments..
i shall live on the love i was given.
i tnk.. i live on them every yr! n i awaits for renewal?

actually.
im easy. (i self proclaim!)
bcus..
i melt so fast when i hear those calls of tease n love when u call.
i had 4 of those yest.
compared to the other negative ones.. its so much overflowing alrdy.

i shld be contented shldnt i?
i shld.
bcus.. we all shld.

anyways.
ill see u all..
my loves.. in a while ya.

*ul be seeing my family in red ltr.
dont ask me y! :P

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wynn wynn was extra happy to see me home so early just now.
see she's as easily contented as her mum! :)

feel like watching Amelie~

its weird i have a handful of ppl in my mind now..
its happi images.
thku alrdy.

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