Friday, November 26, 2004

i am trying .

When i felt the sharp pain from my finger, i saw another thin cut...
the broken nail, the one that cut thru my other finger...
my half coloured nails...
i wonder. to myself.. y the pain n unwillingness?
i felt so 'wei qu' all of a sudden...

life seems meaningless today.
what will i be doing after i grad. doing stuff like what i do now? my collegue is a poly grad.
time pass u by... u look at the clock ticking u by... months ...yrs... u await for ue salary, the hard earned money.. u spend it.. splurge it.... then u wait for the next one.. thats definately not what i want..
but do i have a choice of does this world, this era, this road i walk limits my route?

MyGod! i feel old n tired n meaningless n blah balh again.. i hate this period n i want to get out of it.

i just woder what ur life's like?
waht do u look forward to?
your daily goal.. ur daily excitement in ur job..ur career..ur time and ur Fun.

:)
for now.. i jus look forward to the weekend w my family...family out things...
sentosa trips!!! shopping trips... the movies!.. kTv fun.... gers nite out.... sum lazy outdoors w them...
n not forgetting... a girly hopeful thought of that excitement.

bleah.
tmr its a 9am - 10pm thing!!! wish me luck...
wish me lotsa fun pls..

as i hope.

( watched ENews-taiwan..stef sun... abt WorldVision. i hope to do my part too.. haiz. smth v meaningful..
'adopt a child')

mylove.

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