when i mean what i say:: JumpJumpJump

Sunday, August 15, 2010

ok i look crazy in the hair-do"

my dajie practically couldn't be bothered with me totally.

i was jumping around in the hotel room that morning..

(i have a secret love fr hotel stays. and bittersweetness of it too)

it was a really simple friday night.

yep, i soaked, masked, slept and jump-ed around!

i admit my roaming lone start that evening was pretty lonely,

my iphone, gps, work responsibility totally kept me going.

and, i felt very accomplished after.

headed to a familiar place, familiar smell, familiar faces :)

i was in smiles seeing so many ppl and heading back to place i learnt and grew.

i guess no once can understand that kind of emotion i had.

Jumping,

1) to propel oneself rapidly upward such that momentum causes the body to become airborne

2) to skip or pass over; bypass

3)to enliven or revive

i some times hope to jump the chapter and not be in where i am.

but other times i feel that savouring nows is making me who i am later.

you know,

i've being thinking to and fro.

you know,

i've been feeling alone and selfish and like a spoilt lil girl.

you know,

after talking out bits of here and there,

made me feel a tinge of warmth and felt of being normal and sane.

i know you don't know.

i know i choose to not know.

but well.

knowing or not is a reflection of a kind of feeling.