when i mean what i say:

We learn abt others n abt ourselves everyday.

I'm on my way back from a visit to a art showcase collaboration by 3 designers/ artist in sg n japan. I was w my boss and our inhouse designer. (coincidentally she's a few yrs my senior frm e same DES school)

It was pretty a simple outing but we were late n missed out meeting impt ppl. Well I had a saporo beer and shaked some hands. Most importantly I was out w ppl at work.

In the end I had a walk w the designer and we chatted. I'd say she's a true blue designer. It wasn't awkward but we are different. I'm clearly the least artsy. She asked me a qs that I cldnt answer:
"'what do you wanna become?"
I ended up asking if she's what she wanted to be..

Dreams. Reality. Ideals. Capability.

I've learnt to see that some shoes are too big to fit. No matter how hard u peservere or hope to be or hope to have, it may never come. Because that's life. I hope I'm not expressing negatives, bcus I'm totally in terms with it.

But, if no dreams existed, won't life be shallow?

Humble dreams and humble hopes.
Live wad we own proper. Maybe that's good enough. At least fr today.

" I want to be happy; in my own skin, my life, my pains, my heart n mind'.
I want to be a lovable daughter, friend, partner"

- sounds totally pretentious and uninspired.

That's for me today :)

posted by Cinds @ 9:47 PM