23rd November 2009
today marks a new start.i signed on the dotted line.
i received a welcome email from Hr, with information like phone ext, designation etc..
and soon after..
i hear my colleagues shouting @ me; "you new meh?"
email reply; "are you sure you are new?"
yea.
been with them for almost 5yrs +/-
maybe concrete coming in would have hit year 3.
but it will be a different phrase now.
as i anticipated so much for it,
I'm not sure why it feels less anticipated now.
wonder if its b'cus i am dead beat..
or the wait has kill the excitement~
*
looking back,
i could recall the slight struggles,
the interviews,
the hopes and dreams,
everything.
sometimes i still wonder if i made the right choice,
but i refuse to go deeper.
maybe in life at times,
we should just look ahead, afar,
breathe and smile.
i thank god for his plans for me this instance,
i thank god for making me go thru all that and learn.
i foresee a bumpy road,
i foresee great things to be done,
i wanna be hopeful.
i thank all that has encouraged and brought me thus far.
:)
meanwhile,
i await my fellow lovelies to join me aboard.
till we all feel afloat and live like we should~
do not give-up.
*
today i suddenly mention;
i hardly i could remember;
how painful it was to wakeup and sleep,
how tiring it is at the end of the day of smiles..
how aches comes and goes,
how tears washes smiles..
time flies.
it has been awhile.
thou i admit the coarse living now.
the matters of heart of the other has becum;
the under living i have.
beneath all lives the other.
living with no big hearts.
the hides, the pretends.
do not ask me no more.
i left for all good already.
what live now may just be on and off.
i am afraid its the aftermath and scars if thats what u call it.
*
i am really sleepy.
y,
posted by Cinds @ 11:33 PM
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