junction rants.
the ugly human.
the never understood human.
the weird human.
the tired human.
i feel like admitting that i hate myself sometimes.
if only life was simple.
i mean; the mind.
just like the wonderful time i had yesterday :)
had a wonderful long day w my aunts and sis..
look at the kiddish happy things we got above.
hur~ meaningless joy.
the chats w my aunts always make me feel grown n loved.
and make me wanna tear when they extend their love to whoever i will and Have loved.
ironically painful in some aspect, but overwhelmingly touched.
they are just like mothers.
i guess the bond and closeness my aunts and i have grown is special.
the coffee chats, the womanly talks, the motherly sayings, the jokes.
the love they have for my dad and my family :)
i guess the older you get.. it grows.
i really thank God for the family bond we all have.
but u can't help but keep having to remind myself of the love i have around me.
the reminders are tiring.
i do not know what and where i am heading to.
*
recently i have had reminders of the words of another.
the slaps of the other.
the look and not understood msg of thee as well.
but yet.
i feel annoyed with myself.
i bump into watching some annoying show online..
with such a distinct msg.
but ofcus the extreme..
but i guess it was a msg and reminder again.
end it.
but who knows what and why?
*
the conversation all night with my lovely friends was really nice.
enjoy it so much.
i hope it will always be.
my day felt so full and happy because of how you guys complete it.
thank you~
posted by Cinds @ 2:22 PM
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