when i mean what i say:

ms kek asked me "..why events?"

i think it was about the burn-ing weekends.

i don't really know too!

but i am not complaining. really.

one of my fav player when i was a lil girl in the M'sia cup days poked on my finger and gave me a really warm smile (he remembered me when i was younger) as i was holding on to the tray of medals for his winning team! that smile was priceless..

the kind of shocking look at me from someone i once looked in awe and charm and soon the opposite, gave me. i felt uncomfortable and uneasy.. even up till now i feel so.. maybe i don't like the feeling of not being able to know it for sure.

the amount of smiles, and questions on ground makes me really wonder..

is that the real answer or i actually am unsure too?

maybe i know of too much,

maybe i feel of the many,

maybe i am just being me.

maybe i am not fully in yet.

*

YAWNs. 

.tired i am.

But....

          its...

HALLOWEEEEN!!!...

thou i have work tmr..

and i look crap in this picture..

i hope you'll have a gd laugh!!!!!!

Happy Halloween~!!!!

(my mum is gonna kill me)

HAHA