when i mean what i say:: bad habits.

Friday, July 24, 2009

i just have a bad habit to on my laptop.

lie on my tummy.

surf the few websites i want to..

Look @ things i tot i want to..

See Look around...

before i slep.

why?

weird.

i don't think i have that much of an addiction in the past.

or even blogging.

my other fave blogger asked this Qs after a separation;

“How does one pick up the pieces from breaking a vow? What happens after the house is cleaned?”

I wonder too..

i guess you don't.

you just move on..

the pieces no longer can be picked up.

till the day you realised you've forgotten and naturally behaved the singular living..

day by day i see the going ons, moving ons.

i learnt that it is no longer is there.

it slowly cuts of the frills.

it slowly get rids the remaining.

it has been almost half a year. actually.

i dislike my thoughts about such.

this stickiness it lingers.

graduation.

recieved the letter.

shld be happy ya.

but the atmosphere has been tense.

i know my friends are caught in heavy clouds.

and no1 seems to be able to clear it for the better vision.

sometimes i hope i could say or do more.

but it guess it worsens and doesnt help much.

we know its not the worst.

but it just aint the best.

the grass on the other side always seems better.

why?

if only we could feel the security and assurance.

and that balance. in life. in us.

g'nite