when i mean what i say:: stop today.

Friday, October 10, 2008

The rest of my world is away since this morning.

they had left me me much cleaning to do as well.

i'm not sure if its the lack of sleep or smth.

i feel very "off" today.

i couldnt really sleep all night.

i keep waking up.

having swirling dreams and mind just kept going.

theres this lil 'ache'

in me.

i told someone i was afraid yesterday.

did i do the right thing?

i tried to sleep on all the messy thoughts in me..

but i end up dreaming and thinking about them in my sleep..

i feel alil tired now.

but i'm telling myself.

exams are nearing and i shall not allow anything from making me lose thoughts about that.

its coming.

exams. graduation. the outside world for real.

everything seems to be happening so fast.

really fast.

let my mind stop for awhile.

let time stop for now.

let me stop my step.

let my heart stop beating today..