when i mean what i say:

Date yourself for a while

Yup,
that was the title of the article in a mag.

it wrote about a woman suddenly loving being single.

she mentioned about dating herself',
and haven't been spending time on her own even since she got attached or has been in a string of relationships.
she said " i have been so busy pleasing everyone else, i wasn't sure what made me happy"

it suddenly sounded familiar.

i have such thoughts for the longest time.
i think i'm horrid.
because i rant about myself in a sorry state before it sores.(to myself)
and i think its not very positive.
but yes i often seek for pleasures for my own, and only my own.
i long for alone dates, out of my 'box' scenarios, self excursions,
trip away.. alone and for myself.
i think i even dream about such once a week??
although often it couldn't happen due to my incapability (in many areas) and my self guilt to..
i'm blessed that once in awhile such lil episodes do happen.

not that i don't enjoy being with someone,
neither am i not please with the other half,
(smth i have come to terms about individual's differences)
and of course the area on the L' word.
You don't just fall for some1 and end up in a R/s,
and its not everyone u would choose to share family habits, your biggest tee shirt, food you can't finish, reveal the messiest corner of your wardrobe.... and so many more..

but its the 'I' word.

has your life become a habit or a schedule that has an influence on you?
or have you forgotten what would you be doing rather then doing for?

its like when you have a family.
i suddenly realise, its like a pre-practice of having a family of your own that revolves around your priorities,
just that it will be "Your'' family so its part of "I"

(OMG I FEEL SO RANDOM)

but yes,
the article wrote
"... it really is most almost impossible to get to know yourself when you're in one"

haha.
and why did i ended up with "wanting to know myself"

but its really true that i always have thoughts about Dating myself..
and no one else allll the timmmeeeeeee!
( and i often do such. but mentally its different when u know u are not exactly alone )


- A real relationship, whether it's with a friend or a lover, is about finding someone who brings out the best in you, enjoys the best in you and loves you for the things that you love - credits to the lady named Cooke from the article.

finally..
i guess being human,
i might be just another selfish curious unsatisfied soul that is ever seeeeeking for more.
but to the innocent 'other half'' - this has nothing to do with u.
:)

but again.
The grass on the other side is always greener - Ms chin's

(i suddenly realised my entry is pretty ''no-link')
blame it on the exam woes!

posted by Cinds @ 12:03 AM