when i mean what i say:: sometimes you don't realise how you live your life.

Monday, November 22, 2010

you know.

i can go on and on and blabber.

i can live with all the ignorance i have.

i can live like a cheery fruit, like a blooming flower.

i also can like like a bitter bud, flowerless and never growing.

the above is a picture of my mummy's cooked chrysanthemum.

it has became herbal tea.

but in my eyes i think it still looks really pretty.

because it has become a useful flower.

but i also love the texture under the water.

i know i am weird.

but i am trying to comfort myself.

that in every ugly situation and bitter emotion,

there will be a pretty sight.

most importantly at least there is something to look forward for.

a turning point. a lil hope.

well,

more likely it is just me.

i feel like i can no longer wait for my happy spark of hope.

or my lil turning point of anything that will make me look forward for.

or fill me whole.

let me see how irritating and crappy i can go on for.

call me the noisy fruit.

or the "sales" person.

-_-"

i dunnnnnnnnno what i just wrote.